tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3852422397272068136.post3364111481329016729..comments2023-12-26T17:10:25.915-06:00Comments on Muddling through Mayhem: 30 days of truthmarythemomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08205319256573120866noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3852422397272068136.post-42287366119622321472010-12-05T11:41:20.739-06:002010-12-05T11:41:20.739-06:00So then I think your dream was at least a little a...So then I think your dream was at least a little about Bear.<br /><br />My baby dreams? My love language is touch. Without a baby, I can go days without meaningful touch around here. Sometimes I worry that without a baby I don't have a strong enough reason to stay alive. <br /><br />Realistically, I know that being pregnant would probably kill me, and I'm on meds that would almost guarantee birth defects. Not to mention I've got 4 bio kids who qualify as special-needs, so I was never a good place to start a life.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3852422397272068136.post-70184109755052883382010-12-05T11:31:36.247-06:002010-12-05T11:31:36.247-06:00It was embarassing but I didn't want to stop p...It was embarassing but I didn't want to stop pulling because I wanted it all out of me! <br /><br />Baby dreams - I wonder if you want a fresh start? The dirty diaper might be that you know that even a fresh start wouldn't be perfect.<br /><br />Marymarythemomhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08205319256573120866noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3852422397272068136.post-42676674399971131702010-12-05T01:27:06.454-06:002010-12-05T01:27:06.454-06:00I just don't even know how to interpret that o...I just don't even know how to interpret that one! 20 feet = there isn't any cutting that cord?<br /><br />Last night I dreamt (again) about wanting a baby girl. At least this time the baby in my dream had a wet diaper. (I'm glad some reality is making its way into those dreams.)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3852422397272068136.post-1105651468627556502010-12-05T00:50:50.815-06:002010-12-05T00:50:50.815-06:00Thanks STS, I feel like I wimped out on some of th...Thanks STS, I feel like I wimped out on some of them. It didn't help that about 5 of my longer answers were lost in cyber space and I had to rewrite them.<br /><br />This, and especially the pregnancy question, gave me REALLY weird dreams the last couple of nights. In my dream I was walking around with Ponito as an infant for most of the dream. There was also a really weird part where I (you might not want to read the rest of this comment)...<br /><br />pulled about 20 feet of mucous "rope" out of my nose while trying to hide what I was doing under a blanket... sorry about the visual image. I did warn you.<br /><br />Marymarythemomhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08205319256573120866noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3852422397272068136.post-2161907609515985342010-12-05T00:18:49.586-06:002010-12-05T00:18:49.586-06:00Bravo to you for doing this! When I read the list ...Bravo to you for doing this! When I read the list of questions I thought no way could I face even thinking about some of those answers.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com